I miss “Joy”

16 Jan


Well, it’s January, it’s a few weeks since my last MFTA class and boy to I miss it. Not for the reasons you might imagine. By the end of the class I was so exhausted and stressed out from work that I really did not put my best foot, or shall I say, effort forward. And now I am too tired and too lazy to get anything done. Lets face it, it’s laziness!

To anyone who is looking for a class to take for credit or for fun, go to Material for the Arts. Joy knows her craft and many others but it’s not for the instruction (which is fantastic) but for the energy, the motivation, the inspiration… It’s kind of like yoga, Joy brings meditation and cleansing to art, craft and teaching.

I really don’t have much else to say. This morning I woke up and looked for throw pillows online. (I just bought my first real piece of furniture, a couch that is as comfortable as a bed) I wasn’t happy with anything I found and horrified by the prices. Realistically, I should not buy anything for many months (couches are expensive!) I remembered all the wonderful fabrics I bought with nothing in mind. I got out of bed and just made 3 pillow shams for my new couch. It felt like a minor project when I was doing it, but now, as I look at how great they are, I am really happy. Even though it isn’t a complex, fabulous, artistic project, I made 3 pillow shams today!

Anyhow, it reminded me of my MFTA class because I stumbled across something I made there and it made me smile. I cannot wait til the summer, until my next class. Until then, there are pillow shams apparently…

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Olek, “Kiss Me I Crochet” experience…

16 Jan

Living in Astoria and working in Bay Ridge means I spend 3 hours on the N Train on average. The Metro (the free newspaper) is a wonderful treat at 6 am every morning. I usually read the gossip column, the horoscope and sometimes to actual “news” the have available. Once in a while they have articles about art and I LOVE them. They are usually straight to the point and interesting.

When I read the article about Olek, I immediately added that clipping to my other “free art news” clippings I have up in my classroom. The show was only going to be up for a week and I felt this sudden guilt at the idea of being too lazy to go… I am a crazy needlework freak and this show just seemed like a visit I had to see as opposed to wanted to see. I was so excited at the idea of enormous crocheted anything, let alone out of recyclable.

I made it a whole day trip, it was an excuse to catch up with one of my favorites Brooklynites, go to Juniors (across the street from the show) eat tasty and calorific treats and then make it to the show.

As we arrived at Long Island University, the guard told us it was closed on week-ends and there was no way of seeing it from outside the building. I was so bummed but we went on with our visit to double-check. Well, the security guard was wrong on all counts and we got to see the show from outside and from within. Horray, again, the excitement just overwhelmed me at the idea of seeing work I would never be able to accomplish, at work that seemed monumental on all the articles I managed to find.


We walked into a modern building with large plated glass, and saw what looked like a depleted donkey framed by glass walls. The show was so disappointing. I was so happy not to be alone and yet so embarrassed to have dragged my friend there. Within seconds I was laughing. This was one of those works that just didn’t withstand the test of time. And yet the concept and the effort was so awesome!

We hung out there for a few minutes, not a soul was present. It looked like wet laundry hanging in strange animal like shapes. It totally reminded me of Don Quixote for some reason. It felt like I was an under-grad again, you know, in an empty classroom building on the week-end, trying to broaden my horizons and actually learn something on a Sunday. It was kind of cool to be disguised as a student for a few minutes before we left with such a random experience.

It was fun. It didn’t feel like a gallery or museum show, it felt like college.

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Embroidery: A difficult word for foreigners to pronounce

7 Dec

So I have this class… It is the class I dread, it is the class I constantly think about. Every teacher in the school knows about them. It is the new comers class. They are all 6th grade and they are all chinese except for one girl. The majority of them are very disrespectful boys, violent boys, boys that pretend not to understand me, boys that ignore my directions.

I have had a situation similar to this when I taught in South Africa a few years ago. I had an all boys class. They did not speak english and they were extra active, as most young boys are. I gave them needle and thread and we created pillow cases of portraits of their mothers. You could hear a pin drop! (No pun intended)

Well, once I saw the situation I am currently in, I realized how perfect embroidery would be. My school is brilliant and the art curriculum for 6th grade shadows the social studies curriculum. Sure, sometimes it is annoying but usually it can generate fantastic projects.

In my new comers class, we created embroideries about New York City, and the greater U.S., their new home.

The first class was a little rocky because I had to get everyone started. It has been relatively smooth sailing since then. My toughest kids are still disrespectful and sometimes violent but at least they are creating something they are proud of, something beautiful.

The subway cars are dear to my heart for two reasons. The first is that the large one was created by the sweetest kid who always tries so hard! And the smaller car is from a kid who is the most mischievous. Even though he is so difficult, if I place him at my desk, he gets so engrossed in what he is doing and excels at this project. I am so proud of his work, and yet, still very upset about his behavior overall.

Secondly, the subway car has inspired me in almost every teaching gig I’ve had. The project is never the same but subways are always the star.
When I taught 5th graders at Saturday Art School, it was 3D subway cars and we studied graffiti and created small figurines to ride the train. It was part of a larger unit where we created buildings and landscapes for our ideal city. My first struggle in the classroom came of it when this adorable kid who always finishes early (we all have at least one of him) decided to create a terrorist for the car. All the girls in the class were outraged and the boys thought it was so cool. I became the mediator for the first time. We had to debate it and we decided on one car being the ideal subway setting and the other illustrating how dangerous a subway could ultimately be (housing the “terrorist”, I mean, he had feathers for arms, that does not bring up terror to me but whatever…)
When I taught at Rikers, I used subway cars to introduce painting and shading. The cars were very large and decorated my room for months. The guys were very excited about reliving their glory days on the train with hot girls or listening to music. I will always remember two specific kids who will remain nameless. They caused problems wherever they went, they would never focus, never work, but when I put paint brushes in their hands, they became focused, mature, interested, I got such a high for it. I will never forget the look in their eyes, seeing them feel a purpose.
And now, I am using it to introduce kids to NY culture and to embroidery with a small format. The subway binds us all together, brings us together in one way or another. It is an incredible mechanism!

It is December and I have plenty of month to continue struggling and celebrating small victories with this specific group of challenging students. Today, I just want to celebrate how cool these projects are looking. These pictures are a week and half old and soon, they will all finish this project.

Working on the pronunciation of embroidery vocabulary can be hilarious. These poor chinese kids have serious trouble pronouncing embroidery and thread. Who knew those were difficult syllables to put together? They get a kick out of it too. There is nothing like seeing them all trying to pronounce it together, so cute!

What a beautiful city we live in. What an incredible imagination these kids have. The possibilities are endless.

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Yo! Embroidery is mad slow. (Students’ Work in Progress…)

5 Dec


This post is about my students’ embroidery. Specifically, the students who come to me during tutorial and lunch for fun. (The next post will be about my ELL kids and their in class assignment)

The goal of tutorial/lunch embroidery is for the kids to explore materials I cannot teach in class and to have fun expressing themselves. They had complete freedom in picking their designs. They could either use a stencil, draw their own sketch or get my help.

They were instructed to learn the basic stitch by embroidering their names.
They had the possibility of embroidering something on the opposite side of the cloth as it will be folded in half and blanket stitched together as a pouch.

The project is taking much longer than planned but the kids have not lost their enthusiasm or motivation (for the most part). I wish I could post pictures of the kids embroidering but I am afraid that even with permission slips, a personal blog is not an ok place to post them.

My school has a lot of events and I was in a bind for a display, so I displayed my students first attempts at embroidery…


Isabel is a very special case, she came in, tried and gave up straight away. So I asked her to come back the next day and if she still didn’t like it, I would give her another project to do (I do that often for my 7th grade social studies kids).

She came back the next day and decided she wanted to try again, I showed her a new technique and she bloomed all on her own! In her own words, from her thank you note to DonorsChoose, “Thank you for giving us supplies for embroidery for the needles and the thread. At first I wanted to give up because I didn’t know what to do, but now I am so good at it.”
She’s very good at it indeed! I am so proud of her.

Annie is one of those kids that never speaks, never! She just sits down and focuses on her work, a world war could be happening around her and she would still be completely engaged with her work. Unlike the majority of my other kids, she doesn’t want to talk to me or socialize, she just likes the outlet of art. She is such a sweet kid. She happens to be very quick as well, with one demonstration from me, she can not only replicate it but she can read my mind and tell where I want her to go with it.

Her work with the fall tree will turn out amazing when it is done, I know it.

Karen, on the other hand, is totally there for talking, talking and more talking. She is this tiny little girl full of energy! I never thought of her as a girly girl but she really wanted a bow and tiara… Then I realized that all of her clothing and headbands, and bags… were the same colors as her bow. Funny how that happens. She is just too cute. She first struggled with “mixing” colors together and creating straight and curved lines but she is really coming into her own.

This robot is hilarious to me. My best friend finds it scary. I am just proud that she took the initiative of drawing and embroidering her own design, the majority of my kids need to be handheld, not her.

This is a robot by a 7th grader. She never speaks because she has such trouble with English. She is an ELL student and I have her in Social Studies. I found out from the other art teacher that has her for art that she is very “talented”. Aside from being talented, she takes initiative, and that is such a rare quality in my students that is needed to become an artist.


This giraffe means a lot to me. This girl really struggled and struggled and struggled some more with the basic stitches, but thanks to her eye for color, this giraffe looks really cool to me.

I have a whole gang of 7th grade ELL girls, often wearing pink, that come during lunch and a grade group period. I wanted them to know that I noticed them and I wanted to have some time where they are my only focus. It is so difficult to conduct a social studies class when 2/3 of your class is fluent in English and 1/3 can barely understand you! I feel so fortunate that my prep period fits with their GD period. I have the cutest picture of my pink ladies on the ledge of my class windows, all embroidering, unfortunately, I will not post that.

I guess I might be delusional, I might see things in these embroideries that are absolutely not objective. I don’t care. My kids are so proud of their work. They had never tried this before and I find their first attempts to be grand! It is worth spending hours threading needles, hearing loud noises during every break I get and getting my favorite scissors taken at least 4 times a day! I am not the only one giving up sleep and free time, these are my students’ breaks too.

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Back in the saddle after way too long!

21 Nov

This is a sample for my embroidery students… They are working on their individual pouches where they learn the basic running stitch, the blanket stitch and how to blend color with needle and thread. Each personality is represented by the items they choose to embroider.

Obviously this is not a visited blog but I shall continue just for me!

I’ve been gone for so very long. My initial goal was to write about my challenges at Rikers as well as my challenges with embroidery. That did not work out so well. The emotional drainage that was working in a prison kept me from creating any works of art for about a year.

This year, I am teaching in a wonderful middle school in Brooklyn and since then, everything has changed. Thanks to DonorsChoose.org and my friends, I was able to acquire embroidery materials for my students. As I am focusing on fine arts in class and embroidery is time-consuming, I only teach it during tutorial and lunches. The club is a huge hit! I constantly have kids in my beautiful classroom (beats ants, mice, bars on the windows…). They are slowly learning different techniques and I am so proud of them. I not only teach art but also Social Studies. I have a lot of kids that barely speak english. Embroidery is our link. It feels so great to have found something we can all be passionate about.

Obviously, the kids need a lot of help so I do not embroider with them. However, my fabulous 3 hour commute daily permits me to embroider a lot on the subway, and at home.

I am back to being obsessed and sacrificing sleep for a needle and thread. I think the major motivation was to make samples for my students.

Another very important factor is this incredible class I am taking at Materials of the Arts. It is about the history and the art of fibers. We study fabric from the thread to the print… We’ve learned how to spin and dye our own thread (I’m one step closer to being a spinster, haha) to making various looms… It is heavenly to be a student again. To study the history and skills of art. The most wonderful aspect of it is, even with our studio time, everything we learn can be applied in the classroom. It is so inspiring to be in a room full of educators who want to play with threads, yarn and fabric!

Here is my current work in progress: a tiger from a swatch I found at Materials for the Arts. I finished a shirt today as well, images to come…

So this is a post on how wonderful it feels to get a second wind, to get motivated and inspired again. Hooray for my students, colleagues and thread!

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Pricked, Preparation and Productivity

22 Nov

Indian Food Doodle
(Queens has a marvelous Indian neighborhood with delicious products and super easy pre-mixed spices for the tastiest meals. You just have to have faith and try it. Cucumber yogurt is a must though because it is often super spicy. More to come on the cheap treasures you can find and blend into your creative projects)

I finally am getting around to blogging about “Pricked: Extreme Embroidery”, the book on a past exhibition at the Museum of Art and Design.
I read the entire thing this summer. I was both inspired and bummed. It masters the art of getting embroidery across the spectrum. From stereotypical work such as machine embroidered words to really outrageously fabulous doilies based on viruses such as HIV and the Flu (Laura Splan), the book shows us the brilliant and the mundane sides of embroidery.
I found that it had frustratingly typical “art as embroidery” that you could find in any hobbiest’ home such as mine or yours. I also found breathtaking work such as Nava Lubelski’s tablecloths that make unfortunate stains into art!

Speaking of which, this week-end, I accidently stained my favorite tank top with the oil you put on your nails after a manicure. I was so frustrated….. so I just embroidered over the stains. FYI, it totally works!

Ok, back to the book, in the end, I was disappointed because I found more creative, thoughtful and esthetically pleasing work on Flickr embroidery groups such as Phat Quarter than in the fancy exhibit at a really awesome museum. Somehow that’s just wrong! Why haven’t there been more embroidery based art exhibitions? Why aren’t we out there? Because we’re hermits and we’re lazy!

Wheel

I was switched from an art teacher to a literacy teacher this week. It was scary but I have had some practice because any time with our students is an opportunity to enhance their vocabulary.

I decided to start reading the Huntchback of Notre-Dame because I found a teacher’s guide. It cannot be done in all of my classes but for a certain housing area, it totally works. A lot of my students would refuse to read. Sometimes they would get teased. I have to say, there is nothing like seeing tough boys who have been shot and who have done wrong, get all anxious and self-conscious over light reading. One of my kids loves to read and cannot wait to have his turn. I love seeing his face light up when I call on him. It is the cutest and most wonderful thing. Some of my students yell at each other to be quiet, they require complete silence when they read, as opposed to the chaotic noise that is often my classroom when I speak. My class has never been so quiet! One morning, the kids asked me to read for them. I had told them that I also have trouble reading out loud. I used to fear class, reading out loud was the most humiliating and scary thing to me. And here I am, reading to my students, to my class. I’m supposed to set an example. If only I had known earlier how rewarding it is. I currently read to them every day as long as they read to the class as well. No teasing allowed. I have never felt so loved by my students than hearing complete silence as I read to them, only hearing the pages turn with me, their ears focused on the story, on the words, on their education. Yay for reading!

Red Earrings

Thinking outside the box, or sometimes even inside, can unleash marvelous things. These past few weeks have shown me that a great creative release can be found in the most unexpected places, from frustrating stains, to beads, to deliciously daunting Indian spices to books that remind you of the stress of youth… the art of love is everywhere.

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Zooey Deschanel Cover, Finished

11 Nov

Zooey Deschanel Cover - Finished

As my students would say, “I went Blood on it” (depending on which student, I might have gone Crip on it too)

Either way, it was a fun time on Veteran’s day and the tape part was a little different. I think I like it better half way done but it’s the journey, not the destination right?

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Zooey Deschanel, Handmade Paper and Indian Food

11 Nov

Zooey Dechanel Self Cover - Unfinished Embroidery

I love listening to She & Him,
I love embroidery,
Both sound pretty old school, vintage,
Like homemade cookies, bubble baths and proper table matters.
When listening to her and M. Ward, wile needle and thread in hand,
I feel like a lady.

I’m still not done but so far so good.

I’m looking forward to stabbing the hell out of those titles with my needle and thread. Enough with the backhanded advice on body image in magazines! (I say that but I read them all the time, I’m full of S*&t too)

What the hell does it mean? “Get the life you want”
Losing weight, good sex and a less stressful life cannot be found in a magazine that perpetuates low self-esteem and constant questioning…

What draws us to reading this crap? For one, Zooey on the cover, for two, wouldn’t it be fantabulous if a cute magazine could solve all our quests?

I went to see “Monsters of Folk” friday because I wanted to see M. Ward live again, he was fantastic at the “She & Him” concert…. The concert was painful to get through. Thank goodness it was in an amazing church in Harlem and my best bud Charm and I made it into an adventure… The location and the company made it magical. It was cool being with co-workers too. We each went to see the concert for a different band member.

Handmade Paper Fun

I had fun painting and doodling on this handmade piece of paper….

I tried embroidering it but the paper was too thick and it was way too frustrating.

I cut all the threads out, and then went over the holes with a silver sharpie to accentuate what I sort of screwed up.

It was an enjoyable and low maintenance project.

This reminds me of that kids machine that spins, you add color from little bottles… the paint is very liquid-y…. as the color drips, it creates circles because of the spinning. I can’t remember what it was called but I had so much fun with that thing as a child. That too was magical.

Circle Fun

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Betty Draper, The Group and Embroidery…

8 Nov

January Jones Embroidered

Betty Draper Embroidered

I think I hit the highest point of obsessive, happy and lazy Saturday behavior….

I baked banana bread and ate the batter in front of my personal Mad Men Marathon. It was so tasty and indulgent (to be far, I did go to the gym that morning)

I proceeded to hand embroider the cover of GQ with January Jones on the cover all afternoon (and most of the evening)….

It was really fun to embroider something with no shelf life, with no purpose. I embroidered something because I felt like it, I just doodled, doodled with the idea.

I think Betty is my favorite because I believe her the most. As a young woman, I can only identify with her unacceptable behavior and feeling of total chaos. She wasn’t prepared for the reality of adult life. Mostly though, January Jones just does such an awesome job, I never think of her as acting. And as I spent most of my hours watching Mad Men caring about Peggy, Don and others for seasons 1 and 2, Betty was kind of disliked. What better way to give her some positive attention than to obsessively embroider her? Yeah, I felt a little stalker-ish at times.
I always thought Betty might be happier if she picked up embroidery, it would clear her mind, make her accomplish something to the end. Like an american version of Catherine Deneuve in “Belle du Jour” and her needlepoint.

I have been reading “The Group”, the book Betty reads in an episode and cannot put down. It is so interesting to read about women in the 30′s and then watch an episode of Sex and the City, I don’t know which one is scarier, more daunting…

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Blackwork and Lab Coat, in Action…

29 Aug

BWE tshirt 3
BWE sleeves4
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Here are pictures of my Blackwork Embroidery experimentation. I found it really fun, easy and challenging at the same time.

Being able to fill in my embroidery has always been helpful to me for texture and the overall look (that way you don’t have to iron your t-shirt every time you wash it) Blackwork makes you work much more carefully on lines as that is all you work with.

Being restricted to one color and line work was a super fun challenge. The black on white really pops while being incredibly delicate. You don’t get that look with colorful filled in embroidery.

I understand why the Renaissance Blackwork started with collars and sleeves. When I put my lab coat on with the embroidery, the sleeves look great but they are not overpowering. Plus, sleeves are usually more rigid that then rest of the shirt which makes embroidery easier.

I was introduced to a Flickr Blackwork Embroidery group which I find so inspiring and mind blowing. There is a rendition of an eye that is just out of this world!

http://www.flickr.com/groups/921530@N20/

I give Blackwork Embroidery an A++, I mean, I’m a total groupie at this point….

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